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Something's definitely not right..

Today, it's the third inefficiently passed day.. At times, it happens that something disturbing is up our mind and we can't really figure out what the hell it is.. There's no concentration, there's no sitting tight for long hrs, there's no hard work being put in.. The whole day passes by and one just doesn't notice that till its time to go to bed.. This is so damn irritating.. Now, this is when the countdown has already begun.. Sometimes, it's so hard to look at the date.. It is so hard for me to look at the calendar right now.. And this is because, I didn't keep up to my schedule.. I made one, did follow it up for a day or 2 but then that feeling of 'it doesnt matter', that feeling of 'let it be', a feeling that says 'dekha jaayega' is what makes one a loser.. Loser, at a stage of life, when u can't even afford to stand second.. ppl at times say that look at what u wish to achieve and move backwards towards the path which'll lead u to that goal.. once u know the path, things are definitely going to get easier.. may be such a frame of mind helps..

Lets see.. May be reiky, meditation or yoga helps.. But who knows.. May be there's a feeling of indifference for that too..

posted by AK-84 @ 8:58 PM